fuck everything

at the moment all i like is weed, porn, ps3, odd future and alcohol. 

man.

i dunno.

i need a productive hobby or s/t.

fuck

i am sick of this constant sadness. i am honestly miserable. i don't even understand it. i think it's because lately i really hate myself, more so than usual. not just my personality but, my appearance too. i just fucking hate every inch of me. i want to feel happy and beautiful again. i want to be dead. 

rashes are fucked

my whole body is covered in a rash and it's itchy and shit. fucking sucks. oh well, i am currently content and lastnight all i did was get stoned with chloe and luke. yeah.